Tuesday, May 13, 2014

asalamkum..hai all..may ALLAH bless all of you
as time passed..i have learnt so much..and also
have been hurt so much..but i never try to show
that im actually in pain..when i fall..i tried to 
wake up and try to walk again..sometimes..i feel
like just want to walk away..but i cant..because.
running from the reality will cost much pain..
but suddenly i realizes..that i should..try to create
new me and also new story of me..
2 years have already passed and along the time
i have learnt so much..so much to be mention..
but all this have made who i am now..one day..
the pain worth a memorable experience that i never
success to get rid of my mind..but yes..
i feel different..thanks to all people who..accept me..
for who i am and being close to me..even when
i feel so dumb..nothing will varnish the memory..
im trying to be a good girl for my parent..
nothing precious accept my parent..
this is what i really wanna say..:)
I will not make
The same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
'Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
The way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
I watched you die, I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young, you should have known
Better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry, in the middle of the night
for the same damn thing
Because of you
I never strayed too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you, I am afraid
Because of you
oh oh oh
Because of you
oh oh oh.

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